Monday, February 16, 2009

Deployment day 49

we stayed home today. i've done laundry today, cleaned, played, etc. sean was in a mood. i'm exhausted. i have to force myself to go to bed at night. then to force myself to turn off the tv and go to sleep. i hate sleeping alone. i miss my best friend. my partner. my other half :( i loved being at home and i loved having cate here, but at the end of the day it was still lonely going to bed alone.

michael didn't call today either. i'm really not as sad as this entry sounds, i swear. just miss him. and am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. i know that's definitely not helping me.

sorry for the downer entry...


  1. Alright, we need to get you out of the house. I'm on the hunt for activities.

  2. LOL! i think ONE day at home is ok. I'm ok. i SWEAR. and no matter how many hours a day i spend out of the house...i still have to come home at night :)

    and i have a playdate scheduled for next tuesday that came from your craigslist ad :) we're meeting to make sure everyone gets along before we start swapping kids ;) LOL